Rating: For now, P-12
Kapitleanzahl: TBD
Genre: Drama, Romance
Disclaimer: All JK Rowling's . I am not. Only the idea to write what I write is from me.
Content: Lavenders 5th School year. Her great love died last year at the Triwizard Turnir. Now Lavender is the world in ruins.
comments: acts of JK Rowling's 'dOdP' übenommen be only partial. In this story it's almost not about Harry, Ron and Hermione. So if you preferred which reads one of which is out of place here. In addition, it will still take forever to I will continue writing. I have to do in Momet namely a lot. But I'll give effort and try in the next 2-3 weeks zuhaben the second chapter done. LavCed!
Chapter one - Innocent
Finally it was time again. It went back to Hogwarts. I sat on the train and was really tired, but I was so delighted that I did not even think about it could think of to sleep. It was my fifth year at wizard school of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
"Well Lavender, again in thought," I spoke to someone from the side.
"Hm.? What? "Confused, I turned and saw Parvati's beaming face. I jumped from my seat and hugged her. "There you are at. I thought you did not come this year because I had not seen you on the platform. How are you? How were your remaining vacation days? So in that I was not with you and you are not with me. "
"Yeah, I was really late. Had overslept and look up here on the train now a full half hour. "She said with a grin guilty. "And I'm doing just great, now that I have found my best friend and de holidays without you were just bored to death.", Went on her while she freed herself from my embrace. "With you and all right?" Super
"Everything. I'm tired just terrible, but I'm looking forward to Hogwarts just huge. " I answered and Parvati helped to hoist the suitcase on the luggage rack.
"Yes, I'm looking forward too. But when I think of last year. "Parvati looked me how easily and my mood dropped abruptly. Last year had been a competition with two other schools in Hogwarts. The Triwizard Tournament. had a great event that so beautifully begun and ended so horribly. Although our school had won, but was one of our Champions have died. I got tears in his eyes. Cedric had died. My Cedric. I was in love with him. Terribly in love. And at some point last year I finally had it dared to tell him and we were together. And now he was dead dead My first love, my first real friend was. Killed by Voldemort. Hot tears ran down my cheeks. I heard a muffled scream and saw too late that he was from me.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, Lavender. not I should have started it, now when are you finally feeling better. "Parvati rushed to me and hugged me. I hardly noticed that the compartment door was pushed and several students his head in stretched.
"What's the matter?" Ron asked as he entered.
"I .. You .. Cedric. "Stammered Parvati, but it was enough and they had all understood why I had screamed so terribly. Why I cried. I ripped out Parvati arms and rushed to the toilets, past dozens of students from all houses. I became terribly bad. I ran through the compartments, and hoped it is to the nearest toilet zuschaffen. I could see the door before me and a few moments later fell through, ran to the nearest toilet bowl and threw up.
Panting, I staggered out of the cabin, and shuffled to the sink. I thoroughly rinsed from the mouth and sprayed me the cool water in the face. Then I looked in the mirror. I looked terrible. My face was red and swollen from crying. My eyes are swollen. At this sight, I would have liked to give me one more time, but I let it. Once again, I turned on the faucet and wiped me with the water through the face. Then opened I am the door of the toilets and step back into the corridor. I hoped that no one in my compartment and was Parvati, Parvati except, of course. But I now wanted to hear from anyone any sympathy chatter. On the wagon path it seemed to me, so if everyone looked at me absolutely remarkable. How happy I would be sunk in the ground, but I walked on bravely and makes my compartment door opened. In the compartment, however, was bustling with activity. I looked again in the round and looked into the faces of Seamus, Dean, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny and Parvati. I gave a faint sigh from me.
"All right, Lavender?" Asked Hermione.
"All right? How could everything be all right? Cedric is dead and you ask me if everything is OK? Ok well is the exaggeration of the century. I'm doing terrible. Dog miserable. Every day I walk at least three times to the toilet to vomit. With me at the moment is just not right. "I shouted at her. But only a few seconds later when I realized what I had just thrown her on the head, it did me again sorry. She could not help it. Again, I broke in tears. I cried silently, was not a sound from me, but I could not stop. "Excuse me, I did finally turned out to Hermione. Then I allowed myself to sit down at the window and stared out. I stared at the landscape and cried.
"I think it's better if we leave them a little rest." Heard to whisper, I heard Parvati and later the little click of the closing door compartment . I did not turn around, I knew I was now alone. I just keep crying and looked out the window, without even grasp something of the landscape.
I opened my eyes. It seemed as if I had taken her for only five minutes, but it would make it appear as if I had slept for several hours.
"How are you?" Parvati asked me and patted my shoulder.
"better." I replied and tried it with a smile. "Must I change my clothes yet? "
" Yes, we are in about twenty minutes in Hogsmeade. Here, your cape. "Parvati waved the black stuff around in front of my nose. I stretched out my hand and then moved me.
"How long have I slept?" I asked as I took off my jeans and slipped into my coat.
"Hmm ... I'm not sure. When I came back you were already asleep. There were about three hours would appreciate me. " Parvati said, shrugging.
"For so long? It seemed like three minutes. "I sighed, folded my clothes and put them in the suitcase.
A few minutes later the train stopped. Parvati and I got out and staggered toward the coaches. We shared one with Dean and Seamus. The whole trip was over I watched the feel of them, as if they were afraid I might start crying at any time. But to be honest I could not blame them sometimes, it was Sun This cry on the train was completely uncontrolled. It could happen again, but right now it did not feel like that. I asked the two words, what had they done so during the holidays, so I pretty quickly on a subject claimed that they did forget my worries. Seamus spoke of his skiing holiday in St. Moritz, a place rich in the preferred vacation Muggles did.
"do you do in the summer holidays, ski holiday?" Parvati asked incredulously. "That's going?"
"Yes, there are something like the Diagon Alley. So a place only for Wizards and witches is accessible. A place where you can ski all year, but in the Muggle - St. Moritz is also the year the snow is only in the summer of course not as high as in the Wizard - St. Moritz & ldquo. , said Seamus. Dean also told of his holidays yet, but I hardly heard here and there and grabbed a few words.
I was really glad when we finally got out of the carriage and entered the Great Hall. I had not eaten all day and now really terrible hunger. Now only the selection of new pupils and then finally eating something. I walked beside Parvati and together we sat down at our house table. Next to me Fred Weasley took his place. I waited impatiently had set up all the students. My stomach growled as if he wanted the urgency that is now all set had to underline. Fred also noticed the growl.
"Hungry, Lavender?" He said, grinning at the obvious and insolent.
"Certainly. You is not it? I'm really happy that Dumbledore is not fond of long speeches, and we just endure the students split about us must leave, "I replied, grinning back.
"Yes, yes, you are right. Now I need to chuck something too. "He agreed, nodding. Then he got up and stood on the bench and raised his voice. "All the time sit down and rest please! Lavender here next to me starving same. And I also incidentally. So quiet now, as soon as possible so we come to dinner. "The assembled student body, up to the Slytherins began to laugh and soon after was really quiet. I looked at Fred laughed and shook slightly the Head.
After the student division, it was finally over. The tables were identical to Dumbledore's usual "clean skin", with every imaginable cuisine. I invited her plate full to bursting. A bit of mashed potatoes, a little chicken, a bit of this, a bit like this ... This process is repeated three times and I concluded there was naturally a bit of my beloved chocolate pudding.
"You dwells but pretty clean, Lavender. You might think you have not eaten for months. "Fred said and chuckled. I just shrugged his shoulders. Somehow it was true, I really had not eaten properly for a long time. I just could not, but if you then make a table with such delicious stuff as this one is, then you just have to eat, no matter how bad it is one.
When then I finally had eaten enough, there were the usual announcements of Dumbledore ["The Forbidden Forest is forbidden, blah, blah, blah ... '], but then something happened unprecedented. He just put the new teacher of Defense against the Dark Arts Professor Umbridge in front, as they dressed in pink toad him short and told us a lot of full length that they perform Ministry of Magic is here and the you-know-who was not returned. I was pale. This crappy Mistkuh claimed but in fact that Voldemort Cedric last year had not killed. Furious, I clenched his fists. Parvati noticed this gesture and patted me reassuringly on the back. I had heard a snort and then shuts off. More by the drivel of the toad, I would not and could not listen to me with the best intentions. If they think but what they wanted. I just hoped Voldemort would want in her room at night and kill them. Just as it was been with Cedric. Ice cold, cruel, and just like that.
[XXX]
I was glad when Umbridge had finally ended with her speech and we from Dumbledore in our Gemeinschaftsrä ; trees were dismissed. I would not last ten minutes loszuschreien no longer endured.
"think what this really stupid toad?" I hissed on the way to the Gryffindor tower.
"I ask myself, too. Do they really tell what it? "Replied Harry, who was walking beside me. "I was there. I know that Voldemort is back. I've seen it ... "Harry broke off. I knew exactly what to say. 'I saw how he had killed Cedric. "I swallowed.
"Sorry, Lavender. I did not want ...", he said in an apologetic whisper.
"Is ... is all right." That's all I did not show. I lowered my gaze and said nothing. Even Harry next to me was no sound from him.
arrived in the common room, I quickly said goodbye to my dorm. I had no desire to further conversations. I just wanted to sleep, even though I knew that I would not get shut eye. I went into the bathroom and brush my teeth, then I moved around and then climbed into my bed. I drew the curtains and snuggled under the covers. I closed my eyes, opened them again, but after a few minutes. It was exactly the same way as in the beginning, as soon as I closed my eyes I saw before me Cedric. He smiled. would really something good, but thought if I mind that he now never smile again, I started to cry irrevocably. This time it was. My head was spinning. I pushed the curtains aside and ran to the bathroom. I handed over a second time that day.
"Lavender?" That was Parvati's voice. I slowly turned around. She stood in the doorway, leaning. I went up to her and she joined me in a hug. Carefully she pulled me in the direction of my bed and sat down with me. I clung fast to her, crying on her sweater and Parvati sat. Sat and patted me on the back until I finally fell asleep.
I woke up and felt like I was dead I was hoping that I was, but when I heard Hermione's voice was clear to me that I am with my presumption was unfortunately wrong.
"Hey ... Lavender? You have to get up. Or should Parvati and I bring you breakfast? "She asked me and I felt her eyes on me.
"No, no. No fuss. I'm coming. "I got up out of bed and disappeared into the bed. Quickly jumped into the shower and let my hair then dry it with a spell. A quick brushing teeth and dressing complete. I looked in the mirror. At least I did not look as dead, even though I have not really felt alive. I opened the door and stepped out of the bathroom.
"So, we can." I said and hooked me with Parvati and Hermione. Normally I would not have done with Hermione, but I still had a guilty conscience, because I had it on the train angepflaumt Sun We walked through the empty common room and were then relegated to endless stairs at last in the Great Hall. Why have actually had to Hogwarts so many stairs?
Hermione headed for one bursts with Ron and Harry and Parvati and I followed her and settled down across from the three. As more than five minutes sitting at the Gryffindor table, as Ron and Hermione already waged a hearty argument about elves. I watched as Harry is annoyed and turned away the pages in the Daily Prophet. A grin flashed across my face.
"What's the matter, Lavender?" Parvati whispered to me.
"Hm .. do not know. I was just to underline to grin. 'At the same slipped another smile in my face. Parvati joined in and we talked a little about The latest make-up articles from the Witch Weekly.
a little cranky, we finally burst on to the first lesson. Magic potions. I shuddered at the thought of so early in the morning too need to see Snape. His greasy hair brought me almost every time to disgust Würgegeräusche to give of myself. As if Parvati had read my thoughts, she also twisted his lower lip corners.
We were not long before the doors to classrooms and Snape was unfortunately not long in coming. He sensed a few things from the old school year and I was really glad that he did not turn took me. Then he muttered something about a trunk of peace, we should brew and then left dangling with his wand and the ingredients appear to he board. I went to the cupboard for a little moonlight powder to bring a few drops Nieswurzsirup and a thousand roots. Sighing, I returned to my seat and cut a few of the roots.
When I was at the end of the day was finished with my drink, I was happier than ever with a potion I had brewed. I was a small amount into a glass and brought it forward to the teacher's desk. Snape looked at me skeptically, but said nothing.
completely satisfied with myself, I packed up my books and disappeared along with Parvati from the dark dungeon room.
"Hmm ... and now the ol Umbridge ..." grumbled Harry next to me. Me and Parvati sighed and went along with the others to the classroom for defense against the dark arts.
[XXX]
"What ne Supfkuh stupid, "I hissed to Parvati, as we stepped out of the classroom. "How dare she pretend to be as ... as if Cedric had died from the blue. As if he had just dropped dead. "I was close to tears. I was so angry at Umbridge. How could they say, the Dark Lord would not be turned back? Harry had seen him. But my parents did not believe him. Had tried to convince me that he had any fantasies, because he wanted more attention. But I knew him well enough now to know that not was not. I believed him.
"Easy Lavender ...!" Parvati whispered with a hint of panic in his voice. She knew that I had trouble keeping the tears back.
"I ... I must be short to the bathroom." I said and ran to the toilet of the mouth-border myrtle. I bent over a toilet bowl and threw up. It was the first time that day what cheers me a little. The school and my friends distracted me, so I did not have to think about as often as Cedric's death. I rinsed the mouth with cold Water.
"Oh, who do we have here?" I winced. Myrtle. I had the last straw. But they should disappear into Vertrauensschülerbad, where she watched the boys so much.
I quickly opened the door and disappeared. In a conversation with this annoying haze figure I could do without really. On the way down to the Great Hall I met Ron.
"Hey Lavender! All right? "He looked at me and gave me a little smile.
"Hm. Goes. "I mumbled in response.
Ron nodded. "This Umbridge ... impossible. This stupid crazy, ... "
" ... crappy Mistkuh "I finished his sentence and smiled briefly.
Even Ron grinned. "Do not listen to them, yes? Promise me that! Harry tells the truth. And ... and Cedric were guaranteed not struck by lightning or something. "
"Do not worry! I think Harry. Cedric ... "I stopped because I felt again a Tränenkloß in my neck.
"All right." Said Ron quickly, and laid a hand on my shoulder, but he moved away after a few seconds.
We reached the Great Hall and sat down with the others.
"Well Lavender to feed what?" Fred waving a spaghetti around in front of my nose. I turned his head away in disgust, but had . Laugh I was so glad I had him that all I had here. Parvati, Hermione, Harry, Ron, Fred, George, Seamus, Dean, Angelina, Katie ... They tried me at every opportunity to cast a smile in the face to distract me or to comfort. They were so wonderful. I was surrounded by so many wonderful people. Only that for which I would have done everything to have him with me, was not here. Not me. And I would not come back. Never. No more.
I held my breath as I felt that I got tears in his eyes.
"You all right?" Whispered Parvati.
"Go on ..." I muttered, forcing me to smile and then turned to the food.
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